Angela and I are not a match.
Insert primal scream here.
I spiritually and emotionally prepared myself for it this time
more than any other before this.
I didn't stockpile Razzleberry pies. I’m not bloated today from binging. I am so disappointed but not slayed. I'm not taking off work. I'll get a lot more done now that I'm not checking DNA results 30 times a day. I'm not laying in bed crying. I'm not feeling as if I want to check out of life and leave this world. I'm stronger now. This time I'm just taking a big breath and moving forward with everything in life including searching.